GoodBye Year 2oo8

My final post for this year!! 24 hours more to say hello to Year 2009.. Deeply, I miss Year 2008 so much!

A challenging, tough, fun and rewarding year. Memories that followed me throughout the days in Victoria Institution finally comes to an end today. After today, all will only remain as a fragment of my past, my memories. Time flies, so fast and 5 years is over..now I can look back as an alumni now (only if I did not go back for Form 6). The days of becoming the 'King of the School' is finally over, I missed it all man..

Moments I was a leader...

2008..also a year that I cannot forget in my life because of this examination>>SpM!! which made my life miserable this year, study study study non-stop, turning myself into a nerd. That's why I am also happy that finally I can forget the History, Moral and all those memorising stuffs =D

Also feel blessed this year as many interesting things happening this year, from January to December, every month seems so precious to me..cause there are many happenings each very month. These events that occurred this year really made me miss this year badly! especially those many stupid and foolish stuffs I did this year.

Crazy stuffs...

Good times, Bad times...regardless any of both times, made up this precious year-2008.. One thing made me miss this year so much is end of 'School Life'. All the time I had been hoping to end this year cause I wanna get out of school life ASAP. But somehow, I feel weird now as I miss the times I had in school..teachers, friends.. The feeling this month is so weird, no more buying books, stationary, trying out new uniforms, new school shoes, getting ready for school day to reopen on January. All I can do is stay at home and wait and watch my little sister going to school. Feel old, retired and jobless too xD

VI first Cluster Class~ 5 Hijau

Guess what the old wisdom men said are true: people only start to appreciate things only when those precious things are lost.

Will I be forgotten? I'll see about that next year.

Accomplishments~

Today is New Year Eve!! A brand new year, with new hope, new vision, new mission, new car or perhaps, new girlfriend xP of year 2009 is just hours ahead!! I wish all of you a very Happy and prosperous new year with good health and god blessed~

Hopefully year 2009 will be a brighter year for everyone.

In memories of 'old' Yu Shaun...31/12/2008

The meaning of 'Success'

Today, I finally have the time to check through my room and pack things up after all the back-to-back trips..

Found some old notebooks and documents of mine which some had gone missing for so long. And I found back this old note of mine which was written long long time ago to the very first person I liked (secretly) back during the primary school days. It's not what you thinking, not a love letter k? XD It's just a poetry of success. My hope for her to be successful in the future times...but that's already the past. Quite meaningful though, so I would like to share this out =)

Success means something different
to each one of us,
but it comes to those who are willing to work hard
and who continue to be dedicated
to making their dreams come true

Success means setting goals
and focusing yourself in the right direction
in order to reach them.
It means believing in yourself
and constantly reminding yourself
that you are capable of achieving your desires.
But most of all, success is being who you are,
and feeling proud of yourself
for every task and challenge
that you face and conquer along the way.

I wrote this when I was 12!! =.=

幸福不滅

While checking out some new songs, I found one part of the lyrics in Show Luo's new song from his new album.

羅志祥- 幸福不滅 cause i believe

沒原因 就是喜歡妳
就像海眷戀 天空般 的心情
妳前進 看著妳背影
就足夠世界 無條件 的放晴

妳 如果已 愛上他的姓名
愛 如果已 沒有我的空隙
嘿 只要妳 可以永遠開心
我會情願 漸漸被忘記~

Cause I Believe
那幸福不滅的定律
在你手心 會有誰給你的美麗
靜者恆靜
就讓我的心安靜地 守著妳
把祝福送給你~


Somehow, I find this part very meaningful and touching..seems like the type of song lyrics I have been looking for.

Singapore

So quick and now it's 30th December 2008, it's almost New Year which everyone is waiting for. A new year, a new hope, a new vision and a new adventure. Right, I can't sleep, so I will crap here.

Right, I will start of with Christmas in Singapore!!! It really is a big disappointment this year cause I can't celebrate countdown here on x'mas eve. All because there is no bus ticket available except for midnight buses, so parents didn't allow me to come here early, which suppose to be on Tuesday. Nevermind that, countdown at home is still not that bad and I enjoyed it =)

Reached Singapore on Christmas Day itself, after a long and tiring journey from KL. But one thing that made this journey meaningful to me. Due to bad traffic along the day, I stopped at MELAKA on the way. Thus, I get to visit Jonker's Street once again, just like what I did last year during my Melaka Trip. Furthermore, it's exactly one year ago since I last visit, so it feels like an anniversary. Revisiting brought back memories of last year trip. Seeing those places again since a year ago makes me feel rejoiced. Jonker's Street - what else is better than food there ??XD I ate um...baba durian cendol and oh ya, the Chicken Riceball!! Exactly the same shop I visited one year ago =D!! Revisiting old places feels so good.

Singapore, guess I don't have to tell much about it.. it is indeed much cleaner than Malaysia no doubt. Hardly find rubbish around, wonder is this the people here so responsible or the cleaners here are more efficient than Malaysia or BOTH XD Singapore, packed with many shopping malls and most of the malls are as packed up as Sungei Wang in Malaysia..certainly a paradise for shopaholics. Decorations for Christmas here is amazing with all beautiful plus colourful lights which lighted up the streets and the malls. There are lots of Christmas trees here too, but I can't find one here which is as gigantic as the one at Pavilion. Well, visited more than 5 malls and almost lost count on how many I have went to..spent a lot here man, seriously feeling broke here, everything here is doubled the currency of Ringgit Malaysia.

Lazy to write much cuz if I go on, it will never end, tired now...so I'll just let the pix do the talking

Pretty Fountain

Lol..Maple Event..forced to follow there with lil sis =.=

On Christmas, I received a present...latest model of G-Shock watch which cost almost RM 1000 (after converting to Ringgit Malaysia)!!! This is the most expensive watch I ever received as a Christmas gift.. and also the most expensive watch I wore so far.

Came back to KL on 29th at 4am..feel real tired and miss my bed so much. But it worth it, I had another wonderful and beautiful Christmas this year.

Christmas Eve 08'

This year's Christmas gonna be simple and easy for me, cause I finally celebrating Christmas Eve AT HOME!! Weirdly, I find it calm and contented to celebrate alone this year.

Once again, I miss White Christmas this year..when can I celebrate it? I can't wait for the day to come..
Christmas, a day of joy and blessings celebrated not only by Christians but by everyone all around of world, regardless race, religion or nationality. This day is not only to honor the birth of Jesus, but means even more than that. 25th December-A day when everyone wish to be by their family side on Christmas Eve no matter how far they are from their dearest family members.

Another modern tradition of Christmas which all young ones enjoy most, exchanging presents and not forgetting Mr. Santa Claus a.k.a. Father Christmas =) I enjoy watching Christmas trees around town and the smiles on the children faces this day every year. But what I enjoy the most is the warmth with my family members as we don't really get to be together too often.

My foster family are Christians. So, I was practising Christianity since I was a child until I was 7 years old when my parents brought me back home. I used to pray to Jesus before having meals, go to church, caroling, et cetera. The young me even stayed up whole night on Christmas Eve just hoping to meet Santa xD I always waited for this day for the presents from my foster parents. But those days are already the past, I haven't been to church during Christmas day like I used to 10 years ago. Miss those days a lot...

To me, Christmas is certainly somehow, a very 'peaceful' day to me. I find this day very joyous and calm every year. No matter how suck my mood is, I can give up thinking of it this day!! Should have called this day 'World Peace Day'?? haha.. Looking at those Christmas decorations and the Santa's costumes surely put a smile on my face every time I see them around. Can't really figure out whether there's any other celebrations that give me the feeling like this.


My Christmas Wishlist this year: my 20 wishes

1. SPM 11A (possibly A1's)
2. Grandma gets well soon
3. Whole family members in the pink of health
4. People around me happy always (even when I'm not)
5. Those yg kena NS ones can come back in one piece xP
6. Earn lots of money
7. Get a brand new laptop
8. Handphone with Wi-fi!!
9. Good Luck this whole year (2009)
   
10. Whoever that feels PMS tu can cure soon (you know who I am talking about ryte xD)
11. I want a Sport's car!! Lamborghini Gallardo~
12. Win "someone's" heart
13. Buff up
14. Get a scholarship
15. Discover what is my ambition
16. *Meet Santa (been having this wish for so long)
    
17. White Christmas next year!!!
18. Mum scold me less often =P
19. Travel out of SOUTH EAST ASIA!!
20. Another 20 wishes plzzz.....

*Hope Santa's reading this =D*

I will be having my countdown at home tonight =) and tomorrow morning will be leaving KL again to Singapore.. I wanna eat turkeyss!! Haha.. Will be back on SUNDAY, see ya then!!

Pretty Face??

Being brought up in a all-boy's school make you see things from a different angle. Boys just love to judge the book by its cover, it's true no doubt, as we constantly label girls as 'pork chop' when they are ugly. We don't really care much about inner beauty, really..

However, one thing is true, pretty face do not last long as people aged but inner beauty may last for a lifetime.. It's not wrong to judge a person by his or her appearance but we still have to leave some space for their inner self, right?

Though all of us know how the 'reality' goes. External Beauty always go first.. thinking of this fact, I symphatised those who are born ugly, or were de-faced by accidents. This sounds similiar to The Phantom of The Opera, no? I deeply understands how it feels to be discriminated by others due to physical appearance. I also used to be a 'fatso' who everyone jeered at wherever I go. No one wants to make friend with me. All these people made me feel how evil this world is, and how selfish they are. Being isolated, I grew up on my own and I guess this is one reason why I am being cold today..

The feeling of being picked on by others just because of not having a 'pretty' face is not nice at all..but how many of us realised this. Funny, you can say to see me writing this down but I was once the guy being picked on. I really have really low self confidence and tends to stay away from socialising with the outside world, especially when communicating with the girls, coz my chubby face gets red easily!

Time flies, I grew up and no longer fatso..and I can see the difference of the old me and the new me. Still, I never crossed my mind before saying that I am really good looking now, but jokes around with my friends saying 'I am'. I don't really know what others think of me now, only that I still think that I am Ugly, but at least better than last time, I just cannot explain why. Guess I am still haunted by the past..

Besides, every guy wants a pretty and rich girlfriends, this also goes to the girls. But try think about it, will their beauty last forever, their wallets or their true self? Loving others for their face alone are not True Love..and has no blessings at all. At least, that's what I think. The truth in the current world is, hansome guys / pretty girls still have the edge =)

Emo-ing

This world is just like a stage for actors.. Being an actor, Sometimes I feel so difficult trying to pretend something I wasn't. Maybe I don't belong to this world?

Lately I found out that I have 2 sides in me, one side is shy, cool and solitary like the old me and another side is a happy-go-lucky, tough and outgoing me. But, I actually belongs to the cold side...how many knows about this? no one. Maybe I should call this double personality. Pretending to be a tough guy is very hard, cause I know I am not. At times, I feel like breaking down but the fake side of me stops me from doing so..

The reason this new side of mine came into reality is due to numerous regrets and hurtful events that haunt me in the past. I thought that a change in me will make things better, but I was wrong, I am exhausted now. People around me thought that I was what I nicknamed myself -"ironman" without realising the fragile side of mine. I wonder how many of the people around me masked themselves with another personality? I admit it, I am not as tough as you all think, I am weak. A weakling who hates himself so much for not able to control his own life, not able to show true self, and not able to show my love to my loved ones..a weakling who gave up all his chances.

Looking back, I see many faint memories flashing through my head..I start to realise that I have been acting for so long. Year 2008 is ending, maybe now's  the time to let go..

Why am I posting this?! Just leave me alone..

Ah Gua

Trying to recall my trip to Phuket, I thought about ah guas suddenly...and found something somehow...interesting =)

Japan Ah Gua

Taiwan Ah Gua

Thailand Ah Gua

Singapore Ah Gua..

Here comes the extraordinary one....

So, what about China Ah GUA???!!

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Tada~ =="