The exact scene happened 1 year ago repeats itself like a tape recording. But only one thing is changed, your heart.
My intentions is true, pure and really hopes to make things work out so that the history will not repeat itself, for this might really be my 2nd and last chance. Opportunity doesn't comes all the time. However, the change is too much for me to endure. Every problems seem to be similar but clearly, inner side changed. All I am now is just a float, to keep you from drowning.
This feeling of stupidity and being used is too much to bear. Everytime I will be thinking whether all my sacrifice will have it's worth. But heck, I drifted away from the main objective: To stop history from repeating itself.
Maybe it's just me, failing one time after another. I do not trust fate, i only believe it was my inability to make things right when I am the one responsible to make things work out.
But to make all things difficult, you changed. At the same time, I never changed, still that stupid childish. immatured, egoistic bastard who is just a super tears-inducing-machine.
One time after another, I just make you go psycho.
I am ashamed, frustrated and tired. No where to spread all these craps. Purely just me, hoping you can cope it yourself this time round and I will leave you alone. Please, I beg you, I pray for you, get over this obstacle and stop the history from repeating. Do this for yourself, not others. I shall just step aside since I only make things worse.
