If and only if decisions are as easy as Yes or No with no 'Maybe' in between.

If and only if I am born decisive with a dream stuck into my mind and remain unchanged.

If and only if I know what my dream is. Cause apparently, every time when I woke up from my dreams, I failed to retain what I saw or did back in the dreams.

I failed to embrace my dreams. My path seemed unclear. I am confident I am invincible, but when it comes to decision making, as in BIG one, it caught me in between.


How lucky if I got the ability to see the future, I won't be in dilemma in decisions.
Hey, I think I just cracked out a new dream - to be a psychic -.-

-Ys-

LIKE HELL I BOTHER

LIKE HELL I CARE

I KNOW I DON'T HAVE A FRIGGIN' RIGHT
TO BOTHER
So Why Am I Bothering too Much
Just to Trouble Myself into Deep ****

IDIOT I AM

24HOURS REMINDER TO MYSELF
"DON'T BOTHER"

so, just do whatever you like. Bye.

Sleep

How inscrutable for me to wake up so early this morning after having headache last night. After all, it's weekends and I woke up at 5am?? First time in my life probably.


Life's been so dull lately. Where did my 'fascinating' life go? Into the drain? Keep guessing..
Anyway, this morning I woke up, made one of my favourite salad dish- Caesar salad





Self-made salad with Ice-berg lettuce with juicy Caesar sauce topping (credits to Internet recipe), laid on by delicatio Parmigiano-Reggiano cheese which took me hours looking for it all thanks to complicated Russian alphabets, finished off by crispy bread crumbs and cherry tomatoes. Not forgetting to add on some hot-grilled chicken at last.

It taste as fantastic as it looks. More fantastic dishes to come if and only if I got the time and ingredients.


Just one random thing to do during this boring winter. Going out of this hostel to face the less than -20degrees hurts deep into your spine.

Watched a couple of episodes of drama and hopped onto bed again!! (winter is just too perfect for hibernation fyi..) 4pm and yeap, there goes my Saturday. Where'd my Anatomy go?? Tonight maybe...after celebrating my another friend's birthday. Hope everything goes stupendous and I do not procrastinate tonight!! The war is near and it's time to sharpen my weapons and mold my amour before the enemy strikes.

-Ys-

CramP!!

Indulging myself into the World of Anatomy really made my whole cortex CraMP!! Worse than muscle cramp!!

All thanks to,
my procrastination,
my messed up mind with my messed up life,
unwillingness to put more effort
etc etc etc...
and the list goes on~~~~~~and on

Dear ANATOMY, you really are an undeniably Incredibly INTERESTING subject, I am serious, if and only if you are a more understandable and digestable subject. Unfortunately, I really have to depend on myself to digest you (frankly speaking) .. Why do I finally fall in love with you on this one last month?! Oh well, No point counting too much on others right? haha..


1 month to cover the whole human body.. And Histology unfinished. Just pray that Lady Luck will shine on me..lol



Skip the brain-cramping question.. Next question is, Where to go this coming Winter Holiday???? Spain or Malaysia (to celebrate CNY)...?? Shaun Shaun...please make up your mind soon..

come on...keep going..

-Ys-

What Next?

This is ONE BIG QUESTION that has been toying with my mind lately..

SHOULD I MAKE THIS BIG U-TURN??????

SOMEBODY,SOMETHING...GUIDE ME!!!

why are things always so demotivating..

-Ys-

100th Post

Greetings!!

Got so bored with books so I checked out how's this blog doing..to my surprise, I posted 99 posts already and this will be the 100th one!! =)

HAPPY 100th POST PAPA BLOG
you sure are getting old ;p

out of randomness
-Ys-

I'm Not Lying

Believe it or not,

I totally FORGET THE EXISTENCE OF THIS BLOG for MONTHSSS

after neglecting it more and more!!!

I wonder, are there any blogger out there has such amnesia as I do.
LMOAO (laughing ma' own ass off)

So, the unreplied chatbox and disappointed readers, which I doubt I have any now, gazillion apologizes.


Been crazily busy till the beginning of July. One final paper before I am free to partayy =)


Just can't wait for that day to come. Man, it's just around a week time!! How fast time has passed.




P/s:
Dear Malaysians, YU SHAUN IS INVADING MALAYSIA ON 3rd JULY 2010.
So, Be Ready !! :p

-Ys-

Sharing Old Times

Just had a long 5 hours talk
with
a fantastic friend of mine
who is now thousand miles away from where I am now


It has been awhile since I last spoken so much
to someone in Malaysia
Squeezing out all hottest gossips and scandals which I missed out
Refreshing those awesome and crazy time we all used to have
Even rewinding back the clock to the very 1st day we knew each other
From strangers to someone who can spend a whole night talking
I am just glad that we still keep in touch


It is all just Fantastic, I can say

How funny is it to reminisce those wonderful memories
Those jokes, those laughter,
I sure miss them dearly right now



After sharing so much thoughts and feelings
I even feel lighter now



It sure is fantastic to recall those great moments

Thanks ^^

-Ys-